Studies...Crap????

Education.....
Is it that important?

Some subjects I'm learning...
Doubt I'll make use of it in the future...
I found it useless...
I'm "requested" to study them

Despite having a few subjects which may be able to help me in future...
Subjects may be able to help me for further studies...
I doubt I'll use them a lot in my life

Something I'll never do.......happened

Never thought I'll do this in my life...


It's my 1st...
Could be my last
That may change my point of view towards my teen years

I feel like giving up my studies
Not because of failed subjects
I don't mind if I failed
But,
The criticism I received from parents and relatives
The blabbering from parents and relatives
It hurts my brain
Giving me headaches and changing my point of view towards education more

My so called "happy" holidays...

Darn the holiday is bored. Wish I could do something with it. The only thing I did throughout the holiday was
- Gaming (average of 180 hours playing some stupid games, DoTA with some friends)
- Collecting songs
- Watching TV series (most of the time end up sleeping)
- Wasting time
- Resting my wrist due to my "heroic" fall (stupid tracks)

Didn't even touch the books, not even my pencil.
But.....At the same time, I enjoyed it in someways. Got some stuff from my mum's trip, which she complained quite A LOT as it cost estimated value of RM300+ ~ RM500+ (just my stuff)
Got
- Gundams figurines
(at 1st... I requested those D.I.Y. type... but because of language barrier during the trip... I got those ready made and its pretty costly. Average of RM71...)
- Nike football boots
(it will be my 3rd pair within 2 years)
- Nike/Adidas shirts and pants
- New pair of Columbia sandals

Oh yeah....I got fatter in the process of wasting time at home....Mainly due to the injury received from the camp...=.=

Random thoughts....

Life is not just about fun and leisure...
Life is not for anyone of us to waste it...
Because we'll only live once...

Our life....
Can't be judge by others
Can't be determine by others

Do great deeds for people to remember you for the remaining years of mankind...

But,
I've wasted too much time doing stuff which doesn't benefits me...
Time which I could use them to do stuff which benefits me and my future...
Deeds done that couldn't be remembered by others...
Not even me myself...
Sins done is done...
Just remember to learn from them...
As time couldn't be reversed...

Cherish every moment in our life...
Whether its good or bad times...
Life is full of ups and downs...
Not a single person is stable throughout their life...
Not even celebrities....